Week V Day 30 : An Afternoon Conversation

This afternoon, I and friends had a conversation with one of our medical volunteer. She (our medical volunteer) said that when she was single, she hoped that she would married soon and had a lot of children. She dreamed about nice conversation while they (family) was having meal. They could shared thoughts together. But when she has married, life wasn't like what she expected for. She had busy life and dinner wasn't as good as what she dreamed about. They argued each other. And for life, she had to worked hard. She said that for female doctor, you should sacriface for your family. You should become a woman, mother and also wife. Wake up in the morning and go to sleep late in the night. Life is not as easy as you expect especially when you married.

This afternoon conversation make me realize that I have to prepare myself for married life. And the best time is when I am single. After read Lady in Waiting, I thought that I should have a great relationship with my Lord before I get married. I should spend more time with Him. Being a single is the best privilage. Although, I still dream to have my own family. And still praying. But... I think I want to enjoy my time now.

Thank you Lord for everything. For this last days when You have teached me a lot. Thank you for shaping my characters. Thank you for repent me. Forgive my sins... Thank you lead me back to You...

Thank you for loving me...